Did he mean to say that?

I stared down at the words
Read them
Swallowed them
Let them rest in my stomach
Til butterflies began to sprout
And I wondered
Did he mean to say that?
Maybe he was drinking
Or missed a step in the
Keystroke
I just don’t know
But I wish I was a fly
On the wall in that room
Or at least that keypad
So I could truly see
The intoxication that dripped from his fingertips
And I wonder
If he knows
That though he’s changed
I still have love for him…